Grieving For A Friend (Open)

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 2:49 pm

Eva at in a chair in front of the fire. She had tears running down her face, her normal happy smile gone. How could she be happy. Someone was dead, one of her friends. She felt heartbroken. She couldn't believe that Anne the fighter the survivor was dead. It didn't matter how or why. All that mattered is that she would never see her face again. She would never see her eyes light up when she saw Damien she would never see her look of determination when she looked at her. Nothing could bring her back.

She stared into the fire wondering if she could see the note. She wanted to know why, why she had done this to herself. She wanted to know if she did it because of someone. Eva wanted someone to blame. She couldn't blame Anne she was so strong, or she thought she was. She didn't know any more.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:04 pm

Sam walked into the common room rather tiredly she had fallen asleep at the library again, Sam sighed as she walked toward the girls dorm when she noticed someone siting by the fire.

Sam walked toward her and she noticed it was Eva Sam saw some tears in her eye's and Sam looked at Eva.

" Eva, what's wrong?" Sam asked she hated it when people were upset, Sam wondered what had made Eva this upset Sam knew something bad happened but she didn't know what Sam sighed quietly.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:13 pm

Eva looked up as she saw Sam come over to her. She could see concern in her eyes. Concern for her, Eva. No one had done that for Anne. She should have been a better friend. She could have stopped this. She was so stupid. She would see her soon though, she was dying. She would make sure Anne knew that she was loved. It was what she had to do.

Eva looked at her she didn't know. It made it harder. She didn't want to say it saying it made it real. It could be real, tomorrow she would wake up and see Anne in her bed. She would look sad but Eva would be a better friend. That was what was going to happen. She said to herself. She sighed and looked at Sam. "It's Anne." She said with even more tears. She looked over at everyone else and wished someone would save her. No one did. "She's dead." she sobbed out.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:23 pm

Sam's eye's widened and her hands started to shake, Sam was in complete shock. Anne dead? Sam couldn't believe it Sam blinked back tears she and Anne had worked on the swelling potion together, Sam shook her head.

" No not Anne can't be dead" Sam said her voice shaking slightly she didn't want Anne to be dead it wasn't true Sam had seen her the other day, Sam gripped her jeans trying to keep her hands from shaking.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:32 pm

Eva closed her eyes and nodded. She felt tears still swimming down her face. She couldn't bear to say it again. She held her knees and cried. She had lost her friend. Someone who had helped her, someone who made her feel beautiful even without her hair. She was her friend. Eva treasured friendship above all. She had no one to blame but herself, she had been a bad friend.

"It's true." She said her own hands shaking. She wanted to have her back, she wanted her to be here and scream 'April fool.' I don't know who found her but from what I've heard she killed herself. She said still sobbing. She wanted it to stop for it to be a bad dream. She wanted Anne to wake her up for screaming. She knew it wasn't though, it couldn't be.

Eva felt horrible. She felt as though her heart was missing a piece, a small piece that had belonged to Anne. Now with Anne Dead it was gone too. She should have been there to help her, to support her. She could have saved her from herself. She wished she could go back in time. She wished she could change it. "We should have been there." She exclaimed out loud. She wished she had been.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:38 pm

Sam felt tears well up in her eye's Sam hugged Eva, Sam couldn't believe it she wondered who found Anne Sam shrugged inwardly.

" Why would she kill herself?" Sam asked Sam didn't think Anne would do that Sam blinked she wondered if it had anything to do with that mean German boy, Sam sighed quietly.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:45 pm

Eva hugged Sam back, she wanted Anne to be holding her. She still didn't want it to be real. She imagined for a moment that the scars on Sam's face were the ones on Anne. For a moment she imagined that she was hugging her friend. "I'm sorry." She whispered. Then the illusion was gone. In front of her was not Anne but Sam. Anne would never be here again.

"I don't know, maybe because of the boy, that hurt her." She said with tears still dripping down her face. "She left a note but I haven't seen it." She told Sam. She wanted to. She wanted to see the reason.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 3:50 pm

Sam heard Eva say 'I'm Sorry' Sam blinked slightly she didn't to apologize for anything Sam clentched her teeth, if it was that German boy Sam would make his life a living nightmare.

" Well how about I see if I can find the note, Because I also want to see what's on the letter" Sam said softly and kindly Sam wondered what Anne had put in the letter.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:02 pm

Eva shook her head. "I don't know where it is. Who ever found her must have it, or the headmistress." She said wishing she could see it. she wanted to know why Anne had done this. She wanted to blame someone, she wanted to know if it was the German boy. If it was, he was going to pay. She wasn't a violent person, but for him she would make an exception.

"Well where should we look?" She asked. She wanted to find it. She wanted to understand. She needed to. It was the only way she could make peace with this. She had to see that note.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:07 pm

Sam looked in Eva's eyes and shrugged " Where did they find Anne? Maybe we should start there" Sam asked quietly she didn't know if anyone else knew about Anne yet.

Sam gave Eva a sad smile " If that German boy caused Anne to kill herself than I can easily get an old friend to help us out" Sam whispered not many people knew about her friend she sighed quietly hoping that this was all some strange dream.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:17 pm

Eva sighed. She had no clue she had heard and went into a state of depression. She had no clue about anything other than that she was dead. "I don't know." She said sadly. "I ran into Professor James and she looked sad I asked why and she told me that Anne had died. I asked how and she said that she killed herself and then I asked why and she said she was going to find out when she read the note." She said quickly.

Eva nodded. "Good, he hurt her enough, she deserves revenge." she said for once angry. She hated this boy for what he had done to Anne.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:22 pm

Sam stood up straight and she started to pace " Okay so we need to talk to professor James and see if she knows whom has the letter" Sam said than she turned to Eva and sighed quietly.

" I don't know how I could owl my friend since she's in Germany" Sam whispered she had owled her a few times but it took weeks for her to recive a reply Sam walked back over to Eva and gave her a sad smile.

by **Eva Jordon** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:30 pm

Eva sighed and nodded. She was tired to though. She had drained herself by crying. She needed rest as well. "Ok we'll go but in the morning." She said yawning. She was tired, so many things had happened lately. She didn't know what to do any more.

"Come on Sam lets go to bed. We can send that owl in the morning. Anyway, I'm not sure who else knows yet." She said walking toward the dorms.

by **Sam Hawthorn** Sun Apr 22, 2012 4:36 pm

Sam nodded and she got up and walked toward the dorms " Hopefully I can send the owl" Sam mumbled she walked up the stairs and she sighed she wanted to wake up from the dream, Sam couldn't stand for Anne to be dead she didn't want Anne to be dead.

Sam felt it was all her fault, Sam regretted being slightly distant from Anne Sam rubbed her forehead as she got a migrane this was all to real for Sam to handle she couldn't believe everyone Sam knew was dead or was going to die, Sam blinked and she stopped as they were near the dorms.